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grounded
04:27
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i keep getting confused
thinking i could turn back time for you
but i know, this is happening how it’s meant to
deep breath in
readjust my position
there’s a person who gets my every thought, but we don’t talk
and while the air is cooling off
i am missing where i was last fall
and thinking of how different i will be, in the next one
i get in my head
wondering if there’s someone getting
the pleasure of your eyes at their days end
i can’t freak out
i’ve done too much meditation
but if i hadn’t, i know how i’d be feeling
so it sits beneath the surface
while i fill my days with all the warmth i can
knowing nothing can break my lightness, anymore
but i’ve grown so used to the liminal
could i feel known by someone tangible?
i’ve grown so used to subliminal
could you tell me if you miss me at all?
i’ve grown so used to the liminal
would i feel known if you were tangible?
i’ve grown so alone
could you tell me if you miss me at all?
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orion's belt
04:40
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staring out the window
i go and i go till my mind takes over
and i’m paralyzed, trapped inside
this feeling i’m singing to somebody i don’t know
but there’s a man in my bed each weekend, who says he’d marry me
so am i a runner or is this just not right?
i am so uncertain but you say you don’t mind
but one day i’m gonna be haunted by that look in your eyes
late at night, i’m alone
wracking my mind on my drive home from your place
we’re not wrong
but i can’t kill the thought, i could feel better
but i’ve felt that way before, and it's only left me torn
so am i just dreaming when i feel these deep things?
undefined longing courses through my entire being
but is it for you or does it have some other meaning?
so i’ll be staring at orion’s belt
sending my love to whoever is there, or to no one
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3. |
ebb and flow
04:08
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i’ve been pacing this wall, but it won’t crumble
spend my days caught up in dread
but that glint in my eyes that made you stumble
i’m gonna get it back
when we locked eyes in that twilight garden
i didn’t know i could feel so seen
but months rolled by, showed this is not our timing
and i’ve been reeling
so i send ya light and love and it’s enough
i send ya light and love and it’s enough
i send you love ~
{i spent my whole life saying
“i want a lover as brave and kind as i am”
yet he stood in front of me and i could not let him in
the moment i realized this, that my wall is what kept you
i crumbled, cracked open, praised the skies
i have been found
and now, i spend my every day in kindness, in openness
telling those parts of me that kept you away, “its okay
we can open now, you are safe”
though you are gone, you are not in my days
my fear has been cut at the root, just for knowing you}
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